Añadido: May 17, 2008
De: winterwinwin
Duración: 6:7
Recorded on May 16, 2008 using a Flip Video camcorder.
Categoría: People
Tags: f2m fear hate m2f moment nietzsche prejudice transgender transsexual winterwinwin
Rating: 5.00 (8 ratings) Visto: 387' favoriteCount='2 Comentarios: 8
winterwinwin Says:
May 17, 2008 - You're sweet hon. :) Thank you. /big hug
TigerKerouac Says:
May 17, 2008 - Hmmm. Thank you both. I was telling everyone I was a girl starting at 5. And I had a Nietzsche moment at 14 when a car ran through my house one morning and hit me. And yet, and yet.. I was/am still not strong enough to withstand the fear. I don't even know why I'm posting this downer response. Maybe just to reassure people like me. Not everyone is gonna be overcoming fear. Some of us are gonna trudge on. I guess. I actually KNOW how quickly my life would be upside down. I see daily.
TigerKerouac Says:
May 17, 2008 - Anyway I'm not trying to dismiss ... it hurts to think I won't ever transition. Hmmmmm... which is why I'm here... learning... reassessing... hearing what y'all have to say. It DOES suck to stay behind and see YOU married and doing great. So who knows. I may go forward anyway. I just don't see how. But THANK YOU both! Truly! Much to consider.
winterwinwin Says:
May 17, 2008 - You can totally do it:)
winterwinwin Says:
May 17, 2008 - I still have knife scars left from my moment when I was 9. Not ready to talk about details publicly yet.
ParisMaridian Says:
May 17, 2008 - Winwin are you telling me that you read or have read Nietzsche? That would make you ten times more cool! If you haven't, well then pshh, lol, j/k. ~Jayme
winterwinwin Says:
May 17, 2008 - I've studied lots of psychology schtuffz. I like stuff. :) I'm a total intellectual. :)
winterwinwin Says:
May 17, 2008 - well... an intellectual wrapped in a candy coating of spazz.
ParisMaridian Says:
May 17, 2008 - Lol, I'm so not sure what to do with that, but I'd expect nothing less from you. Tonight, I was speaking with a coworker and I told her sometimes I was like a squirrel who can't sit still. Gotta find food! Gotta chase other squirrels! Gotta look cute for passersby. Lolz, idk, now I'm being a goof. That's me!
winterwinwin Says:
May 17, 2008 - My husband calls me Gir (Invader Zim) often. :) Look at the Gir Moments video in my favourites. I'm still getting comfortable in front of the camera since I'm just documenting my day to day.
MiZyukiS Says:
May 21, 2008 - I still have the mentality, that boys are the enemy. Having had to deal with my father, and the boys from school who tormented me from age 5 on up, I don't think I can ever trust a male. I'm still afraid of them.
MiZyukiS Says:
May 21, 2008 - But... For me, admitting that I was a "transsexual" (and taking steps to begin treating this birth defect) was a matter of life and death. I denied myself for others, I sacrificed myself to Fear... Until I could simply do so no longer. I needed to live for myself, or not at all.
MiZyukiS Says:
May 21, 2008 - Unlike some of you, there is no courage at all behind my actions... ^^ Lol, I always joke that I'm a cowardly lion(ess). As before, it is just a matter of survival. Only, this time I am happy, and becoming more so everyday! "Then the time came when the risk it took To remain tight in a bud was more painful Than the risk it took to blossom."--Anais Nin
winterwinwin Says:
May 21, 2008 - *hugs* It's always important to remember though... that the group isn't the evil, it's the individuals that hurt you... It takes time though, I TOTALLY understand. *big hug
karmatic1110 Says:
May 17, 2008 - Thank you so much for replying :) Your experience fascinates me and you are SUCH a great person! Charlotte